TV Day

with the day off, I just realized how much I am stepping out of the scene just by resigning my title of director. it's mixed feelings. I do miss hanging out with the team. The stress level is miraculously off my shoulders. I don't have to worry so much about working with people's schedules. I miss the jokes and the texting. I don't miss the unresponsiveness but their warm hugs and updates on life makes me happy =)

so i'm trying to look at the positive side of things more than I am dreading all the bad news that i've been getting today. here goes.

so the person who was asking me to teach this wednesday at quest's studio hasn't been contacting me to keep in touch even though i'm requested that since he was the one with the final in his schedule that he should call me to see when we can meet up to session and i've yet to hear anything. it was until my friend from UCI asked me about my class and when i went to quest's page, i saw a flier that said someone else was already teaching during that time. pfthhhhh

the director of the all girls team messaged me and told me that we lost our 5th girl so we won't be performing at the carshow on the 14th. hmm... so now i won't be able to see my friend meryll

the interview that i was anticipating for fry's today never happened so i kinda cleared my schedule for nothing. I should have known better than to wait for an interview when they didn't call me to schedule anything.

i'm not teaching on the 6th anymore and it's just going to be bjay teaching on behalf of rhythm inc. since it's his reign so i'm a little sad that i'm not partaking in it but i'm happy that rhythm inc. and them are coming down nonetheless... yeah

worst of the worse too is that i forgot to wake up by 7 to wake up the bf up =\ i woke up at 6 and did the 5 more minutes thing and didnt wake up til 830 =(

if anything... i got to have time to myself and clean the house a bit more and organized things. finally got to sit down and check my myspace and facebook messages and replied to people. got another request for me to make shirts for a dance team but so far with the rate that i've gotten with requests and nothing in return, it's a bit sad but i'll still help this team out.

i've been messaging him back and forth and i'm happy that i got to kinda "talk" to someone. this also made me happy:



=) but i hope that Rhythm Inc. is also cooperating with bjay and lennin.

yeah i really didn't do anything today so not much to say. csuf tomorrow. other than that... nada yet.

hope everyone had a great memorial day with bbqs and such.

i'm inspired today after watching the news so one of these years, i'm going to be a part of the LA marathon and maybe even the one where I can run on the bay bridge =)