AM/PM

too much good stuff...
it has gotten to the point where we started looking for differences rather than looking for similarities.

postage
dave and buster two nights ago
korean bbq yesterday & movie at david's after yesterday
tonight i hung out with him to get boiling crab, then we went to ocean side for his homies

i'm happy but i'm not? but maybe i'm just tired and restless.

you know when you compare other couples, even if you don't say it, you think how when someone gets with a new person, you start comparing the new with the old and see if it was an upgrade/downgrade? this totally sucks when it switches and you become the new girl and you feel like the downgrade. yup.

i'm not trying to add for reasons.
i think it's just a matter of defense.
i don't wanna get hurt nor risk losing something so worth it...
but at the same time it's one of those... he deserves much more moments

digging myself the deep hole already.
it really hurts.

sleep...