29 May 2009

Exhausted



so this is what caught my attention and took my mind off my priorities for the day.

but yeah... i procrastinated and got tied up with still kinda wanting to go out last night to see friends that i didn't hit my personal quota to come up with a list of names for work. i have 700+ and 800+ friends on myspace and facebook and my aim is well over 400 people. considering that many of the same people are on all three of my social networks... i could've easily typed up a list of 1000+ names but i got tired after 400 so this girl at work beat me by compiling a list of 1130 names... pfth... as much as I want to talk about how i know so much people... it sucks to say that most of my network is really up in norcal and i'm sad... lol

and i laugh because it's not surprising. i've been up in norcal for 4 years and i've developed relationships with families and parents up there with the dancers and that's really where i was able to open up my doors to speak with my friends and their relatives.

as much as i love home, it's hard to just randomly call people and want to talk to them all over again after 4 years and especially the vietnamese community because it is freakin tough... no lie to talk to vietnamese parents if my vietnamese sucks... i just got off the phone with my uncle and we both speak to each other in both vietnamese and english... it sounds horrible.

anyway... i'm too tired to update. i've basically at work sitting through 6 hour training sessions and reading out of the book. i hope to make some sales but i can't demand anything from friends and yadda yadda. so many people i've spoken to have heard of the company i've worked for but i hope that they can still help me out or else i'm going to totally feel that i'm not going anywhere with this job!! so far it's been an opportunity to meet friends and their families. =)

it's 10:31 pm and i am dead tired... i hope the bf's having an awesome time at his bbq and everyone's having a great time right now since all the community colleges are done with their finals finally! =)

man... summer school in 3 days. i'm going to die.

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