21

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
don't be jealous, she's down to have fun like me lol
btw
i know you see the resemblance... it's uncanny =)

how can i watch the movie 21 and not miss vegas? lol I think I've only been there three times and already I can admit to things that I, myself can't believe has happened to me but it was with great people and ever since I turned 21, I've yet to go there and enjoy a night at a club or something.

I had a talk with someone last night til almost 6 in the morning and we were catching up on stuff. He's someone who I really look up to and really someone who's more like an older brother figure to me than the next person in line--who by the way also has ties in our little system of friends lol anyway that was confusing but the point is that we had a conversation consisting of credit and value being worth more if someone else is giving it to you. Basically... (for lack of a better cliche) don't toot your own horn lol and in further laymen's terms: nobody likes someone who brags about themselves and their possessions but i'm guilty if this means that I shouldn't be talking so much about my memories (har har) anyway let's consider experiences and move on...

let's talk vegas.

the first time I went, it was an adventure for my little brother and myself. I was 15 or 16 and my brother was around 10 or 11. We obviously couldn't go anywhere or do anything but it was near midnight and our parents were out so my little brother and I figured we roam the streets of Las Vegas. We ended up finding our way in the back alleys towards circus circus and got to see the acrabatics but neither of us had money to really do anything else. the adventure and memories alone, just through the streets of vegas as two little kids and just the bus trips and all that... was irreplaceable.

the second time I went to vegas, I was 18 and it was a private trip with just me and my boyfriend--how the heck did my parents allow me to do this already? I think it was because I proved to them that I could survive on my own in college--nonetheless, even get myself into college lol (interesting history--ask bout it) but anyway, at the age of 18 and already have something held in my records... what the heck happened? lol but it's not SO bad compared to what goes on in the 714 with everyone else who's been locked up I guess. But anyway, it was fun but nothing too crazy... I think I deleted all the pictures so I really have no recollection of any of this other than I did go and I've yet to clear my name with some casinos.

the last time I went, it was for Spring Break and I was 20. I think it's safe to say that at this rate, I go to vegas every 2 years... and this year I turn 22 wink wink nudge nudge lol we'll see though. anyway, how many people can say that they were able to enjoy the luxury of being in a timeshare of a brand new hotel still being built and partying at the rooftop of the hotel... pool at the top of the roof, jacuzzi, open bar and just relaxing with hot towels ready out of the dryer to relax in afterwards? thank you to Ryan Liu and the rest of the guys of Xi Chi Sigma for letting me experience in this and just feeling so amazing and on top of the world that night =) not being 21 but being able to enjoy vegas sober was still worth it with my adventure on the streets!! omg... so many friends made just because I took the initiative to talk to people at party at fast food joints =) just talking about this makes me want to go with the friends in SoCal or even Rhythm Inc. and a few selected heads in Stockton to show them how to fun walking the streets in Vegas really is with me. yeah baby, i can promise you a good time hahaha (i can hear lisa saying: oh god at that last comment lol)

in any case, I'm not trying to say my experiences are better than anyone elses cuz i've yet to experience the night life or have any "can't remember doing that last night" in vegas... but I'm definitely looking forward to it and just take a break from this school girl mess and really break loose again and just parttttyy. =)

my last final in 2 more days... is it too much to ask for quiet time until then?

there's this person who's been blowing up my phone and last night i got a drunk call and seriously told him that he couldn't come over but get this... he acted surprised that i told him i wasn't going to let him into the building and even if he was here, i wouldn't talk to him. I think what got me most upset is the type of person that he is since it can be funny when people are sober and they give commands like you're a pet or something (it's actually not really funny. i can be prideful so once someone gives a command rather than asking me... i start looking down on them). But when he was drunk and saying "i'm coming over and you're letting me in"... uh... seriously? who the hell does he think he's talking to? i would've ripped him a new one if he did came.

anyway, drunk calls & commands like that... (shakes head). don't even. not with me, nor with my friends.

yup... oh yeah i've been rummaging through my external hard drive and i've been wanting to organize it better... enjoy these lost photos =)