Dentist Call & Credit Report

So I just got an email from my office telling me that my Dentist from Stockton called and would like me to give them a call back to confirm with them my dentist appointment. I think that's really interesting. Just because I don't have dental insurance and that I paid them upfront with the $1500... I think that's the only reason why they want me back. I probably paid for some of their paychecks and whatever. Blah. I'm really not wanting to talk to them right now cuz they cannot convince a girl with no money to spend another $1500 on dental care, regardless of how urgent my dental needs should be met. If they really cared then they'd help me get dental insurance rather than telling me I really need to come in.

I just called my loan agency and told them that I needed to get my check rather than have them process my loan through the school because I can't register without having that money ready to pay off my classes. The loan agency says no and the school says it's required... so what the hell am I supposed to do? I wish that I could be on the line with both of them and just hear them work this out because this is getting really annoying. I hate dealing with creditors and all that such and I feel like I can just save up money right now and just pay for my classes at calstate fullerton rather than wasting my time with this loan... it's really annoying and I already need to save up by August about another 2 grand to take a summer session course for my research project... I hate my life so much right now.

I'm supposed to be at work right now but I'm so behind in my studies and final projects that I won't be able to make it to work since I should be doing schoolwork first. I'm just blogging right now cuz it's so depressing dealing with financial situations and I just want to let it out before I get back to writing my lab report that was due yesterday... ugh...