NorCal/SoCal

so apparently there's a limit to youtube comments that i didn't know about til now and i apparently have been leaving quite a bit of comments. =)

so my week has been a little nuts ending in me being sick and all. i really hope the boyfriend is alright though... this may sound kinda psycho girlfriend-ish, but i haven't heard from him in the past 6 hours or so =( and this doesn't happen to us. boo... hard to go into detail bout how things are if idk if he's cool or not...

but for my readers' sakes... just some announcements

i'm leaving socal in two weeks. spent most of my time down here going to summer school and hanging out with whoever hits me up first and for many people, this has been the case. whether it's me calling THEM randomly or they're calling me. still the same issue, i don't have the money to spend on just anything. i got to go to a hollywood party and i was glad that i got a VIP pass for free as well as someone buying me a drink so the night was good =) i miss having the luxury of having guests over so i can cook for them and just chillin in my living room or something. something to definitely look forward to when i move back up north.

so it was because of chris's comment about norcal vs. socal that i had to stop and realize why it is that i miss norcal so much and why it is that i prefer to live in socal.

norcal i get my own place in stockton, i get to live alone and be completely independent, i can have friends over anytime i want, i can be out and anywhere at anytime, endless nights of free events and free food, the calm and simple livin of stockton is amazing and i love the peacefulness. most of all, it's the people who make up the town and all the talented and artistic people who i've met. there are definitely more artsy people in norcal and people who are trying to get out there and make it big with their talents compared to SoCal where people are just struggling with their 9-5 job and just spending cash money to go to shows. in norcal, i can be on that stage and be working with the talented heads, in socal i'm just another person trying to get by.

socal i love the weather here, there are so many 24 hour places here or at least to 1am or 3am. a long drive down here seems like minutes away whereas the hour drive or so in norcal is such a drag with all the hills and nothing to see. driving the 5 from norcal to socal is NOTHING like driving down the 405 from orange county to san diego. i love my hometown friends here in socal cuz they do understand where i'm coming from and they're always down to kick it even if it's been a couple months or up to 5 or 6 years. and yes my family is down here and even though there's only 4 of us total, i'm proud of each one of them for living life and not settling for the worst. we may not talk too often but when we do talk, the love is there =)

yeah i can't type anymore not knowing how the boyfriend's doing... short post. goodnight, readers.