11 July 2009

I Hoped He Wasn’t Mad at Me

So I had Lauren Short come visit me and she was telling me about a workshop that she went to and the choreographers that she met and she even got into a little story about how she was telling them about me and my team as well as the Breakthrough event. I was excited. All of a sudden Ryan Liu comes into the door so we were chillin for a little bit and I remember distinctively putting my cell phone and camera on the dvd player or something like that. Then Ted Fu from Wong fu productions came into the door and asked if wanted to go around the market to pick up some food real quick and I asked if he could drive us then because I didn't have much gas for my car. So Ted drove Lauren and me to the grocery store which turned out to be like an asian supermarket.

As we were checking out the stuff we bought, I did that thing where you stand on the shopping cart and push it so it's like you're riding it down the parking lot or something then I look to the street on my left (to see if anyone saw) but I notice a grey hound bus and I saw David Chau in one of the seats and then 3 seats down I see Lisa sitting there with Jeanette or someone. In the back of my head, I was wondering… where are they going and how come I don't know about this?

Ted told me that we should go back to get Philip cuz we think he's still looking at some asian crackers and snacks or something. I saw Philip Wang walking around the corners and just smiling and talking to Ted then Ted looks at me to see where I'm going. Around the corner to where all these oranges and radishes could be found I started seeing people gathering there. Then the space where they were meeting became a really open space like in a big room or something for people to just kick it and mingle.

I slowly started seeing people from around the aisles and wherever coming in their suits and fancy party get ups and I notice Francis started walking into the crowd too and he flashes me a smile. I watched him as he was mingling and then there was this group picture with all the guys and I took a step back to look at them and saw a bunch of girlfriends like Cindy Rodriguez, Lisa Bao, Corinne, and all of them. Then I remember seeing Thanh Van and Francis standing next to each other in the picture then as I was walking towards Francis to ask him how his day went and all of that, other people started walking up to me and saying hi and saying how long it's been since we all hung out and stuff. Then I was asked to be in a picture with all the girls there and as I was standing there on the end of the pictures, I didn't see him there so I completely missed my boyfriend.

After some time, he was gone from the scene completely so I called him and asked where he was and I find that was mad at me for not talking to him at the party since I was too busy talking to my friends to even care that he was there. I walked out of the party now and headed towards a car. I find that it was my car and I was completely confused cuz I thought that Ted drove me, so idk why my car was there. Inside the car I saw Halyna, Thanh, and a bunch of other people hot boxing and then I told them to give me my keys and I felt like I was in the position where I was getting picked on again in middle school by that type of group… but I was very annoyed so I left and I found out that they had used all my gas and as I drove I barely made it to this light where I saw Winnie, Lisa and two other girls and apparently they were waiting for their boyfriends to pick them up thinking… what the heck is going on…

Yeah so I woke up feeling like Francis was mad at me and I didn't get the point of the dream… too much reading and stayed out in the sun too much yesterday, I think. pfth

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