definitely much love to the On Point Dance Family who are totally my second NorCal dance family for all of their cooperation and support ever since they participated in the 2009 Breakthrough dance competiton. They're finally gonna bring somethin' up in Fresno and I really think you guys should check this out:
serious business on the event and i'm down to support if i'm not too busy that night since i have to be in training all day and night. i miss going to the bboy/popping battles though so if i have a chance and a car i will definitely go out to this. =)
DopeKids Fresh. The junior team that I met during SpoCom. definitely a bunch of good kids and fun people to be around. i didn't get to party with them much but they seem pretty dope also inviting me to their bbq in long beach and always trying to KIT. can't hate that. if you're around the long beach area. get at this! http://www.dancetag.tv/event/2009-2010-DOPE-KIDS-FRESH-CREW-AUDITIONS.html#
ok this next one really threw me off cuz i was like... how come i see sickstep and filipino allstars here when that's the same weekend as Hip Hop International?? i'm going to clear this up but keep it noted... i've never even heard of this place in central california lol
and last but not least cuz i'm too lazy to post more updates... here's the Trifecta competition that's taking place this weekend that Rhythm Inc. JUST got invited to:
yeah... so check those events out or mark your calendars. it's been awhile since i've checked my myspace and being back on their again makes me just want to take out my calendar and fill in the dates already... gah... not til august.. =\
so onto the blog. for the most part, i was just irritated earlier just looking back in the past month and couple days and thinking about how things have been going downhill with some projects and it's a little sad. i'm not even too sure what's going on up north and i highly doubt that it's THAT out of control up there. that or i refuse to believe what's actually happening. i'm just looking back at how if robyn and myself as college sophomores could pull together a team and take everybody up and down california to compete in competitions and get booked almost every weekend after our first year... then ANYONE can do it. i don't think some people realize how much time it takes before one can really build a network of people who they can rely on to help update them with current events. not that i'm not down to just socialize and get everyone's numbers but if it's a personal goal to get to the top, wouldn't you want to socialize with those who are at the positions where you want to be and learn from their experiences and feed off their network? perhaps it's just me but then that's just my opinion.
i tried to keep dancing related posts away from this personal page but i'm a little juiced to start working on Rhythm Inc. again just in case i have to because i don't want to expect to have to come back for anything. i trust that bjay can hold the grounds with those who i've spoken with in May at carolyn's party. I've talked to everyone and they should remember what I said to them individually and one on one.
SMART DECISIONS:
so to break away from this only to transitition back... i just wanns first talk about people making smart decisions.
i think the one thing that one can promise for another person is to try their best to maintain their healthy living. even with an ex boyfriend or girlfriend... in my case... i can still look at an ex boyfriend or even someone who i hate or despise and just hope that they're not dying or in good shape. why? cuz i don't want my last dying words for them to be something mean and something that's completely irrational. it happened to me once in the past and now i can never apologize to her like i could if she's still alive. so at least i have that experience. hopefully people will realize the things they say to others before they jump right into it. cuz if the person dies, now what? what were those last words that you said to them? did you hate them that much for them to die like that?
to shine a little light.. this is the same as hurting yourself as a way of self expression or just a way to get away from stress THAT SOMEONE ELSE caused. let it be drugs... alcohol... punching shit... and just hurting yourself physically. suicide is the extreme end but it still shouldn't take all the light away from the other physical harms that one can do to one's self especially because of another person.
i seriously felt like complaining the crap out of a few things that were bothering me earlier but i turned on the news and started to see other people's issues and really... my issues became not that bad. obviously the news covers more physical safety issues over social issues but nonetheless, there are still worse things than what ONE person did to you emotionally... cmon now...
i think maybe my mom got the best of me and even told me that suicide is what weak people do cuz even if it's financial burdens there are ways to just slow down... breathe and take care of things. i'm just upset that people are that crazy to hurt themselves JUST to show how much they feel for someone... love or hate it's all the same. what... you can't talk and let them know how you feel through words? is there really NOT a word out there that can express how you feel that you just gotta kill yourself? then what?
i'm not going to provoke this anymore... now i feel like i need to control myself cuz people who put themselves down in public really makes me question them. maybe that's why i partially became an RA... so i can actually have an authority role to talk to people to make sure that they're not doing anything crazy. so far i've dealt with more bullies in the halls and that is NOT an issue lol i'm excited how this year is going to play off cuz i'm finally havin all the 20+ year old as residents =) gonna be a lot of fun.
i totally had a talk with him while i was writing this so my temper went down a little lol total ADHD but yeah... check this out:
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