it's never the physical things that matter to me or the amount of time that's spent working on a gift or surprise. it's the reason behind it all and the respect and appreciation that's given to the other person.
I'm thinking of something like...
if someone spent their whole life building a house for me to show me that they want to provide but the whole time they were putting it together, say they spent their breaks talking to someone else and sharing their laughs and jokes with them... it's nice to have that house but in the end, i would rather have that time of laughing and what not.
definitely thinking way too much into it, right?
for sure though that it's the little things that get to me the most. always the issue with me.
i stepped back and realized that i was the one who put that out there... how i was comfortable with this from the start... i should've seen it coming.
=) it is what it is then i guess.
i'm just happy that my friends reacted through facebook, twitter, and even AIM now to make sure I was feelin alright <3
something just tells me that if i'm feeling a little hurt about anything now, then either my feelings are that strong or i'm just super emotional and crazy lol i know shouldn't ask for more though.
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