When people randomly speak out and say, "I forgot where I put this!" What goes through my mind is... "Well r u asking me indirectly to help you or r u accusing/wondering if I have it cuz idk what to do about ur problem" but what comes out of my mouth is, "oh...(Shrugs)"... Yeah sucks for you.
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I just heard someone say "no it's okay, don't worry about it" to a girl who came to class during break rather than on time. Yeah, I'm minding my own business but at the same time it's kinda nonsense for any student to say that to another student as if it really is alright. Also, it's quite unnecessary for someone to explain why they're late when I'm sure the other student listening really does NOT care lol
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Hey hype beasts… please do me a favor. Whenever you talk and hype up the bay area or LA, please convince me that you’re actually going there to do something with your life rather than bragging about the lifestyle that you’re NOT living, the places that you CANNOT afford to get into, or the people who have been to that town but you’ve never really had any real and honest connections/affiliations with. I’m not one to ruin dreams and shut down high hopes… but honestly… if you don’t take into consideration how much it costs to live in the bay/LA and haven’t even tried to work to pay your way to live anywhere near there… I don’t think you should be talking and bragging about the lifestyle. It kind of shows me that you’re not appreciating what you have right now… which ultimately makes me want to almost pity your life. Meh.
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Dang… you know how I read some of people’s tumblrs? (presses page down… 1 second glance… page down… one second glance… page down… page down…) because you guys post and repost such useless stuff -_- same reason why I unfollow folks on twitter because I hate how I can imagine them just walking through a mall just texting twitter the whole time or just sitting there and rather than doing something with their lives, they’re just texting twitter cuz they’re bored rather than talking to their hundreds of friends that I’m sure they spent a good time trying to build a list of TO KEEP IN TOUCH…. Ultimately NOT to keep in touch.
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the big one
i really... and absolutely am very annoyed how people come to me with their troubles, worries, as well as requests for me to do things for them without warming up to me first when it's something that's NOT an emergency.
on the flipside... when i do need help with my family as well as school things. if i can't turn to family... i really do turn to friends and i love every single one of my friends who have helped me out so much with whatever they can. i'm saying this and i'm looking at all of those who i've been so close with since my freshmen year of high school and even though for some... who i haven't talked to in YEARS, they're still willing to help me out or help my mom out... or even go out of their way to help out my siblings... i can't thank them enough... i have fuckin amazing friends back at home.
it's so fuckin unfortunate that when i move back up to stockton that i have to hear and see people talk about me and talking about how i ignore them or how i'm this or that just because i haven't been keeping in touch with them... it's crap that i should even consider having to worry about pleasing people who are just wanting to talk to me more. i remember when i had nothing to do in high school and i couldn't go out... i would AIM almost all of my friends and catch up with them. especially if they go to other schools. THAT was high school and even middle school. i am now 22 years old and i have to hear people cry about not being as close with me anymore. no... and not even just one person here in norcal... such a kiddish thing to do. what i hate even more if how these people who are trying to get me to help them out don't even understand what i'm going through.
yes i get offended when others think that i sit around and do nothing
yes i get offended when others think that i'm too busy so THEY THINK that THEY shouldn't bother me...
i have probably one of the most aggressive friends ever when it comes to hanging out and dragging me out to events. i'm the exact same way when it comes to dragging others out to events. so if people REALLY want to hang out... then fuckin make a point out of it. i despise quitters but i can see that i'm not worth that much trouble. if that's the case, then there needs to be no public cry or even a face to face talk to SOMEONE else about me, right?
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so sick of reading about people's complaints about little things that don't matter. don't mind me if i choose to talk to those who knows what it feels like to live on their own and understand the struggles of making their own money and not depending on parents' love and care to set food on the table every night.
that being said... i honestly and truly love being with my boyfriend. he understands where i'm coming from and we're slowly adapting to each other's habits and realizing that they're habits from living on our own for the past few years. we go to SF and we spend money on what matters: food. we hang out, make food, and ultimately spend time watching tv, learning new things, play games, or just share a good talk over anything. the stuff money can't buy and we give things that is hard to repay or give back. i can now look at eggs and spam and undercooked rice and think about him and that required nothing on his end to purchase for me. it's great. as much as i want to open up to everyone else, i don't think anybody can give me more of a support or feedback than he can.
quite honestly, with the way i've been noticing how people complain and present themselves over other social networks, i don't care much about sharing my personal stories and updates with anyone. i don't see smart comments, therefore, i will not set myself up for dumb advice.
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