14 September 2009

blah

broke and trying to stay alive... what else is new? story of my life it feels like at the moment. 3 weeks into school and i still havent bought my analytical chemistry book yet... still 2 more weeks of praying that i dont have to worry about financial burdens and it's eating me up completely. it sucks when i want to study and do homework but at the same time i don't even know if the studying is worth it if i'm not even going to stay here.

same with making friends... as much as i want to meet and greet and want to make new friends, it'll be hard to hold onto it knowing that i possibly won't be around long enough to really get to know them...

i wish i had more conversations with people on aim. the last and only 'new' person i've met lately who i've been keeping in touch with on and off is kevin from usc. i know you're reading this punk, and i'm sorry but i'm too lazy to go on facebook to get your last name lol but you're pretty freakin awesome... just in case you didn't know, you introverted person, you. :)

gotta go to a meeting. goodnight world. not in the mood to chat tonight.

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