So You Can Cry

The difference between the friends who dance and those who are just the chill ones is that if I can dance or do a short routine in front of the dancers, they won't see it as an awkward thing--obviously. Last night, I was able to call TonyD Gia lil John and Farmer to come through and hang out with rhythm inc. and the league at the hotel in anaheim--a chance for me to kinda tie the two ends to meet; bridge the two type of crowds =) good times. in the end of course it was to have fun and a way for everyone to meet each other!

So many random things I wanna talk about that really aren't of any relevance to anyone but they can be discussed if anybody cares to bring it up lol they will come up one way or the other but here are some things in my head:

- developing a recipe book to have for my apartment when i come back in the fall
- different shades of tans on a person's body (particularly mine)
- people using twitters as a cry for attention and not necessarily for help (why you shouldn't be too surprised)
- why three way+ kisses aren't as fun as they sound. it's like making a circlewith 9 slices of pizza with pieces that were cut into 8ths... their tips will never meet all at once... yeah picture it.

so i got back into photobucket after giving up on finding out what my old account is.. =\ if anyone remembers my old account, please let me know so i can see what old photos I do have out there lol sad..

ive been looking through my external and i started listening to brook hogan - uh oh and i thought that it sounds really similar to britney spears - toxic... anybody else hear this?

so i'm wasting away going through all my photos and deleting any doubles that i may have... nerd stuff (windows companion search by size of file of all the pictures on my hard drive) yeah... and i stumbled upon photos of winter formal and many others of people who i've lost touch with over the course of so many years and i've met them only at that time and now i have no idea where they are... i think i'm going to compile a list of photos with their faces and hopefully my network of friends on myspace/facebook can help me find them lol i think it'll be a lot faster and more fun to look into for those who would wanna see if they know these people but yeah... another thing that popped in my mind was thinking what my date thought of me at winter formal lol. it's because i remember that my boyfriend of 3 years left me a week before so i asked a good friend to be my date but he never replied to me after a week so it was two days before the dance and i was "assigned" someone who i just met at a random party one time. i don't even remember what party but yeah he ended up being my date and so it was only the second time we met but nonetheless he went with me and we did the whole corsage thing and yeah... he was the best date i had to a dance for the longest time and for him to go with me and didn't realize that i was one of the nominees for formal queen that night must have been a shocker? lol but yeah... not in the best position either since i apparantly didn't have the best group of friends to support and have fun with me who went... $*Q@#^@^#%$ i even remember coming home and just whispered to my mom that i took the crown but she just said ok and i placed the bouquet of flowers on the table then went to sleep... i wanna hear stories of what happens to crown winners after a dance... seriously... are you supposed to feel like crap afterwards? was i the only one to not have that crazy after party to celebrate or whatever? is that what's supposed to happen? i never wanted to complain at the time because I already took the title and didn't wanna ask for too much but i hope that me bringing this up shows that friendship and just having someone to share the moment with lies far above any crown or possession... yeah... it's one of those things.

before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY BESTEST:
JOHN "LIL JOHN" TRUONG =)
one of the very few who have been there through almost all the endeavors. the one who taught my everything i had to know about football as far as standing on the side lines. my partner in crime whenever it came to going to bolsa football games. the one who bought me grams in high school when he didn't even go to my school. my kickass date to one of bolsa's football homecoming dance. lol all that on top of many more and of course the best part is that it doesn't and WILL NOT end here if i can help it lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY mr. BOLTHEAD and i hope you have a great one with everyone and anything you do today =)

no awkward moment we can't break. i just had a flashback of the 2007/2008 pre-New Year's eve house party lol thanks again for that invitiation!!