05 May 2010

"By far the best director I've had and crazy one at that! You should know who this is ;) muah!" i agree. I'd be nothing without you cyndy! -bjay.

bjay... because of how you've pulled through and what i've seen since the first day i saw you dancing, it motivates ME to continue to pull through each year to have Rhythm Inc. what it is today. I don't think anyone who's still on the team now can say that they've witnessed the growth of Rhythm Inc. as best as you can because you were there and have transitioned when i was just a hardass on everyone up to how i am now being so relaxed and easy on what's been happening. you were there since the first breakthrough, the first verge, the first junior team, and have transitioned with us through all the crazy dance practice locations and craziness of me crying and pissed off at every single person who've made it so difficult for us to just do we just came to do: practice and just be with each other; the team.

even through tough arguments and situations, i remember saying that i can't be mad at you because i know that you've always had that intention to just have fun and never to hurt anybody and you've always watched what you said and when you didn't know, you made it an honest attempt to make sure you didn't offend anyone. that's what i love about you. you're thoughtful about what you're able to do and how it could affect others. honestly the little brother and best friend that i could only wish for in a million years.

i've never driven anyone else farther and back from practice as much than i have with you and you've been more than a high expectation whenever i needed to set an example of an amazing dancer who has pulled through at such a young age and keeping his head focused on family and school. i seriously hope that there will be more people like you to come in the future of dancers and just a human being in general.

i still want to introduce you to everyone i know and i will never forget prelude and world of dance and how we tried to meet people together lol lotta good random times, even when my ex thought that i was cheating on him and falling for you hahahaha ridiculous!

my friends in socal love you, especially farmer, and you'll always be the one to know about how i feel the most about everything and anything. you know you're always going to be welcomed to wherever i will be and you can count on being there when i need someone to fill a spot at an awesome event to help me out with anything.

there's too much that i want to say about you and to you. i feel like i can't say too much now cuz it'll be like i'm finalizing all the things that has happened between us and i don't want to make it seem like i'm closing the book or whatever to our friendship. i know that we're going to see each other again and even if we both get really busy over the years, nothing's ever going to replace you or make me forget about what we HAVE (not had) :) i love you, bjay!

questions, concerns, or have a topic in mind for me to rant about? :)

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