texts

i got a text from my dad this morning asking if i've been sad or upset with him cuz he's been trying to keep in touch with me and that he misses me.

as calm as collective as i believe i am, i still don't think i can pull myself together to really talk to him like i want to without asking him why isn't he helping out as much but we're all 18 and over now so we kinda shouldn't need his help anymore. but that just stirs up more questions about other things... blah. 2 more months.

i think i need to transition first and then talk to him later.